I can't keep a blog anymore sad face!!!!! Hahahaha I need a smart phone otherwise this space gonna rot :-(
Talking about life...................................... #SUX*&^*&^%*&*&

Today's my "first day" working! Have been attached to Leslie since last Tues, and she's gone for further studies so I officially took over her job today!

It was....................................................... never ever felt so discouraged before. :-(

Skipped lunch & stayed back an hour plus just to finish the impt bits for today, but work's still being piled like it's never ending.

Called my mommy to tell her I'm eating dinner out with Wentian, Muni & Samy after work, but the moment I heard her voice, I was too choked up by tears. Yknow this sudden overwhelming feeling I just can't describe, but I've never missed her so much in my life...............................................................................

When I was on my way to Somerset to meet the rest, I received a msg from Leslie telling me it's okay, and everything WILL be alright. And at that moment, I just can't stop the tears from flowing so I've to tilt my head upwards pretending to be interested with the MRT train map, in order to stop those tears from flowing down.

Because I know, those cliche yet repeatedly circling around my head: Tomorrow will be better. I can do this. Things will get better.......................................................

Most incoherent post haha but I'm too tired to string them into proper sentences. But nevertheless thanks dear colleagues for helping me! :-)

I'm gonna watch some Lollipop F videos to cheer myself up HAHAHA. Fighting!!!!!!!! :-) :-) :-)

And with that, LET'S POST A PHOTO OF WILLIAM!!!!!!!!!!! CUTENESS OVERFLOWING *MELTS* n_____n

Bye guys! Hope yall are doing great!

#Iwant2goawout! (last word's a act cute version of out LOL )

Ok bye gonna go brush my teeth & read the books I got for myself!!!!

Colours & Promises/

I'm listening to Christina Perri's "A Thousand Years" and awwwww :')

Okay anyway I've promised myself to do a 2011 post! But as yall know, I'm horribly lazy hahahahaahahahaaaaaa -_- So, I've yet to really think of last year! It'll probably be like mid-June or sth when I finally thought this over hahahahaha. But I've been reading through all my notes/cards which I've received and some has really got me awwwwww :') or just :-) and since I'm going to start another phase of my life I'll post up the pix of some notes which were really meaningful & heartwarming & funny & to those people who wrote them, thankyou so much :') (OMG I CAN'T THINK W MUSIC I HOPE MY WORDS STILL MAKE SENSE HAHA BUT I REALLY CAN'T UHM DO 2 THINGS AT A TIME. I FORGOT THE WORD FOR THAT -_- )

Ok firstly, my nail is really ugly so excuse me for that.......... :( I tried french manicuring @ home & I totally have no patience to wait for the nails to dry so 5/10 nails are ugly and smudged hahaha. Oh & this will be:

(Okay I can't think of a title....................) (But being as lazy I'll name this blog post as :D............. )

:') [PART 1] Cos my cam keep running out of batt grrrrrr needa charge my batts hahaha so yup part 1 part1!

Okay here goes:

(Shit I sudd damn lazy)
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ blogger's taking such a long time :(
.................................. LOOPS BRUNO MARS' THE LAZY SONG X1000000000000
still loading....................................... ROAR @__@
OMG STILL LOADING _O_ ENRWJHJEROWIJROIWJEOIJRIERLSFKJLJDKDFJLJ

Okay bye guys -_- LOL sorry but I'll do this again when I'm free okokokokokok bye sorry for wasting your time to read this LOL bye!

HI HSC YOU JUST TURNED 5 OMGOMGOMG same age as my bro not bad not bad gaga googoo *makes baby sound*

Ok, enuff of this weirdo stuff hahahahaha anw:

Happy 2012!!!!!!!!!!! :-)

I'm supposed to do a 2011 post as usual like every year & they're usually done way before the new year starts but apparently I've permanently became lazybum1993/ sofagal1993 hahahahaha damn sian & right now I can't think of anything yet!!!! Pinky promise I'll do this the next time I blog! Hopefully I recover from the lazy bug hahahahahahaaaaaaa. -_- Sianness overtaking me lol T_T

Ok somehow I'm not feeling very great tonight so I'm gonna log off soon & hopefully I'll get rid of all these feelings asap, whatever is it it's a brand new start and I heard it's bad luck if you're unhappy or whatsoever. OK NOW I SOUND MOPY & WHINEY.

2012................................. To health & happiness! Xx :-)

Okay it was a scam just now!!!! Mommy's still on the phone! So a few pix for those who miss my face!!!!! THANKSTHANKS hahahahaha *___*

^ Dear beloved SEESA during prom!!!! So many pretty girls I'm being overshadowed!!!!! T_T Love yall babes!!!!

^ Us in HK!!!!!! Nice hair colours^__^ & 温馨 shot!!!!!! <3 <3 <3 Okay anw I dyed my hair right & check out my medium blonde hair FAILZ HAHAHAHA the label said medium blonde & ..... :-) The new medium blonde colour :-)

& Lastly MY NEW FOUNDED HERO <3 <3 <3 <3!!!!!!! Chionged thru 40eps of 宫锁心玉 in these 2 days & I'VE BEEN MOPING & CRYING whenever 八阿哥aka the guy on top teared :'( Such a good show hehehe recommends!!!!! Go check it out pls <3 Awwwww gonna rewind & rewind all the scenes later when I'm free!!!!!

Okay more photos another day!!!!!! Gonna chiong thru my moping floor & get the dishes out & fly out becos the weather's soooooo good!!!!!! :-) :-)

Hope you've a great day fellow blog readers!!!!!!

HI HSC SORRY I'VE BEEN NEGLECTING YOU AGAIN I'm @lazybum1993 + @houseworkauntie1993!!!!!!! Hahahaha cos I've pinky promised my parents to do alllll housework after As so I can skive before that & pile all my washing plates days to my bro! :-) :-) :-) So now I've to mope floor + wash dishes + fold clothes + hang out clothes before I can proceed on my own stuffs!

Okay, so talking about recent life, I'M JOBLESS, but my money's forever finding various ways to say goodbye to me awwww, so yup! Still frantically finding suitable jobs. But meanwhile, been helping my momsy w her tuition centre! Meaningful yet my scheming mom's always finding ways to not pay me hahahahahahaha kidding mom still love you muackx :-* Yup & obv I've been rejected for the MOE internship & Tamp intern :-/ & I've rejected RWS! Going to check out a cupcakes shop later wonder whether I'll learn how to bake???? Excites!!!!!!!!

Secondly, it's been 2 weeks since I've been back from HK! My first trip without parents but with my dearest beloved SEESA <3 I'm totally lazy to describe but it was reallllllllllly fun :D :D :D & I'm so proud of us girls to get to anywhere with just a map & our brains!!!!!!! Hahahahahaha ok their brains I'm just busy watching TV when they discuss @ night hahahaha. Nevertheless love yall people lots & 友谊万岁！！！！！！！

Okay my mope is getting all dry but my mom's still talking on the phone!!! So abit more to go ~

Going out with Wentian, xiaowei & muni (?) later to teoheng & dinner in town!!!!!

Ok my mom just got out the room ciao!!!!!!

Hey hsc!!!!!! Haven't blogged for the longest time in my whole life but guess what I'm in the middle of my A Levels!!!!! Hahahaha like wow A L-E-V-E-L-S it's finally here & I'm already acting like it's over hahahaha.

I wouldn't say GP, Maths have been a breeze or CONFIRM PLUS CHOP A MANZ but they've been great I'm currently peaking F YEAH *TROLL FACE* just have no idea how much I'm peaking by! Maybe one mark -__- LOL then it's 46+1=47 for GP cui :S *TOUCH WOOD*

But yeah life hasn't been all that smooth sailing since last Wed! Was crying as though my world fell apart the whole afternoon after maths p1 hahaha I did feel like my world fell apart k!!!! Just didn't feel like I've performed my best & it kinda sucked after you think of all the practises you've done haha. But decided to give myself a break and take a step back haha. Oh wellz. :-)

I'm feeling much more positive now GONNA OWN LIT TMR F YEAH (but haven't started revising yet fmlz hahaha) but yeahp!!!!!!! ALL THE WAY ANGELA!!!!!! :D

Bye hsc!!! Just wait till next tuesday k!!!!! You'll be filled up with lots of pix of me with chio hair hahahaahahahaha f yeah zai jian!!

I promised myself 3 months ago, this time, everything would be fine, this time, I'll show the world what I've got, I'm not just capable of getting Us, or high Es, I can do more, I can, I can. &, I'm going to pronounce every letter grade clearly, with pride. But. Why. Not.

I'm so angry with myself I'm just controlling not to smash up my file pencil box whatever that is in my reach.

Why?

I keep telling myself to hold on, to continue on. Why can't I do it when so many others can? Why is everything not paying off, not even a teeny weeny bit? Why? Are you always looking at that A, on someone's script? And not on my own?

Why? Why.

Why?